wolfgirlsurvivor

Dear Dad, It's been a year since you passed a second birthday and Christmas without you in it.., Id be lying if I said I don't think about you. I think about you all the time everyday at times its like I feel you still with me or sense you I remember the dream dad of you telling me your always going to be with me and I believe you. I wish so badly we had more time together it hurts so bad. Why did you have to be addicted to her... was she worth it... if you hadn't met her maybe you'd still be here with us. I am not even mad just hurt and wishing life turned out differently. that it didn't play out like it did I just want my dad I want you dad. I've always have dad all my life I did I just wanted you to have a father a family. Not that I don't love my papa and mom (grandma) but I've always had a whole it felt like a piece missing now I've realized its you that has been missing in my life and now... your gone for good dad. Your never coming back from this no matter how badly I

It Has been a really eventful year for me. 2019 was really a year beginning of that year my soon to be father in law got diagnosed with cancer and copd he had more than one form of it. Plus a whole list of other things that happened from my now widow evil step mother cutting me off from my father that year and a whole list of other things that could go wrong went wrong for me and my fiancé. The worst of it all was all in November 2019 November 1rst after my fiancé and I took my son to a trick or treat event in a near by town close to where I live. Halloween got cancelled there because it got bit cold to cold for the kids. when we got home after a super fun and good time I got the call that my father of 47 years young passed away by phone. By my step mother I still have questions to this very day if she had something to do with it. she isolated him from everyone so I have my suspicions she was married before one of her husbands died of mysterious causes, I still don't know what he